How you handle those moments of fragility,
My incremental doses of vulnerability.
Well, that’s what says it all, isn’t it …
***
It’s not so much an unwritten test
As it is a natural progression of events.
Join me in deepening our bond
Perusing through what bridges our humanity
And by design, the discovery is set in stone.
A discovery that attests to what keeps our tethers weaved.
***
Is each string born out of convenience –
– An illusion – built on nothing but circumstance.
Do we tread the same path because the alternative
Would mean trekking this world alone?
***
Don’t be quick to judge people that guard their hearts
Most have just wisened up to the idea that it isn’t everyone
Who has your best interests at heart.
***
– It’s when I open up – taking the risk to show you my heart,
That I get to see, just how deep our bond can be
…………….
…………….
Oh? – What’s that – oh, I’m just being sensitive? Right. Of course.
Apologies, I suppose my concerns are not valid then ….
I suppose I never thought myself bound to the narrative of Equilibrium
So – just to be clear – not only do you offer unsolicited advice
You proceed to tell me how best to circumvent
Something you have yet to experience.
***
“Apologies”, I say, it must be such an inconvenience
How I’m unable to laugh at your passive-aggressive jokes
“Apologies”, I say, “For not handling my emotions in such a ‘manly’ way”
After all, everyone knows,
The epitome of masculinity and emotional intelligence
Hinges on who can deliver the best robot impression.
***
My apologies, for pushing the veiled line marking my border
Allowing you to peer into my inner world,
Choosing to do so was certainly not a mistake – just a regret
A regret that brings about a timely revelation,
A timely revelation that assures I adjust our bond accordingly
Don’t scorn. Seriously, it’s not your fault,
How else would I have known not to be that vulnerable with you again?
– O.D. ©2019
Art by: Ardoric-Art
